To you,

I understand you’re busy person. But now I feel I am only a burden in your schedule. Like a routine check up. You have no time for me and you make it a fact to remind me every time we’re together what time is being wasted. Well I have had enough of begging for time. I have had enough of feeling like shit because I’ve stopped you from doing what you had to do. I will only receive the time you chose to give willingly and not because you have to. I am done with making myself available. My plans now is just uni, work and home. Seeing you once a week that way time is not wasted. I will learn to miss you less. I shall spend these next 3 months dedicated to just study. Because no one is going to sit and hold my hand while I fail another year. So here’s to getting my independence back.